Passionate dreams do come true

2012-01-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

FACEBOOK

I would like todeclare Facebook is a part , a place for alot beggers that bag for sympathy & for acting as well.

I just cant stand watching them pretending as if they are the victim for losing their love one

I just cant stand they pretend to be naive, begging for sympathy

And when people just start to comment asking them to be "STRONG" & saying their EX is BAD, or wadsoeva

i just felt like DELETE them out of my FACEBOOK

Sigh. Sometimes i question

WHERE IS JUSTICE!?

Signing off

L e ne

2012-01-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Me,

another 16days to go and u're officially older a year

WTF WTF WTF! WTF WTF WTF! WTF WTF WTF! WTF WTF WTF!

WTF WTF WTF!

Sigh

i cant believe i'm reaching mid of 20's with a blink of an eye

emo when i think of

so old liao no car

so old liao no house

so old liao have yet to have some awesome achievement

the good side is

i have lovely friends

awesome family

great companion boyf

and i'm healthy :D

and i felt my heart like still so young at times

u seee... even birdy know i'm lying

*SAD SAD SAD*

i gotta admit

I'm older a year soon

lene

2012-01-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

I always complain

Money not enuff

Not enuff challenging

And when golden opportunities strike.

When i decide to leave the old place for a better opportunites

My heart felt the pain, suppress by fear of leaving.

leaving all those great friends i've known almost 2yrs.

And

today i m so reluctant to type the letter .

Sigh.

I'm very sad.

added on with the worries i had for this sister i truly care.i really hope this nightmare can put to an end in her life.

I felt hopeless. unable to help, unable to cure & unable to save.

Is been a pre-blue monday tonight

Cold.silent & tears

L e n e

2012-01-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

HIE

sad to announce

MY Benefit Hellow Flawless compact powder have to end their service real soon

Its because

its almost FINISH

real ugly compact powder of mine

people will wonder HOW DID I use till become cebis cebisan

IS because i drop it few months back

and MY HEART SANK when the compact powder smash onto the floor and become cebis cebisan on da flooor

*palm face*

i pick up and still use it till today

cheeky me redeem credit card PARKSON voucher

ONLY RM100, the additional cost will need to bare by myself :)

so now figure it out what to buy

I tot of going for something that i've tried before

Bobbi brown Stick Foundation & compact powder

there were once i went for their make up service

and the stick foundation i wud say is Good coverage :)

but if i were to buy the stick foundation i have to fork out extra money to get compact powder to blend it together

HMMM

Double K always mention Dior foundation is good as well

so i pause a while

shall i give a try?

so many range to choose :D

stick back to my same old foundation

Hello Flawless

Bonus link day which is 20th JAN!

yet my voucher is not here yet

*PRAY PRAY PRAY*

Rm100 voucher is not enuff :( sob shud change more HMPH

Okay off to bed

Happy flyday people

PS: kindly pray for my uncle who is currently unconcious in KL hospital. He been the closet among all my uncle. when i was in kl studying; he's always been so helpful when i help needed. and he was the man who introduce us haegendaez ice cream for each of us. & he was the man who got me the best bday gift when i was lil kid. full set of disneyland mickey mouse from McD

Hope he will have speedy recovery n everything get better

kindly save his name in yr prayers

L e n e

2012-01-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today

I nearly met an accident

with a Harrier

this car was about to bang the driver side head -to-head

His car big light shine upon me

I scream and my heart JUMP OUT

OKAY

it was so damm freak out moment

I cant recall how it happen

i cant recall why I NEARLY had this freaking shit moment

its akward

and

scary :(

I'm sked :( sob

L e n e

2012-01-07T22:22:00.011+08:00

This short post

is a dedication

to my beau

A toast to us

for never ending crazy stuff we did

for never ending pillow talks(tru phonecalls before sleep)

for never ending gossip in between us

to share our life as ONE

Happy month-versary

xoxo

L e n e

2012-01-06T21:19:00.040+08:00

HI ! :D

last few days

I did a self check on how many animal print stuff i have

so i took pic of it

per

BELOW

So u asked me

whether do i get enuff of all this

i would say

NOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

last trip to Sephora in Kl last year DEC 2011

i felt in love with this

Too faced leapord bronzer

and read alot review about it

GOOD STUFF ~!

me want it me want it! BUT IT SOLD OFF in sephora

DARN! :(

sobs

Oh ya

another disappointing moment was

i'm unable to GET MY THIS SEPHORA MAKE UP BLOCKBUSTER collection

SIGH

sold off

superb not happy and frust

then here come an angel told me she got stock

so i was so happy eager to meet her up and GRAB those

BUT when she told me it wasRM229

which extra charge me RM54 :S

i -just-donno-how

Shopaholic out there

tell me shud i grab those? HMM HMM HMM!

Anyway

Me & Jin have a very huge problem when shop for shoes

We both went in all those shoe shop

and He will ask for the biggest size

while i will ask for the smallest size

and IF IT SOLD OFF/NO more

the sales person will tell us

The biggest size comes in 1 pair only

The smallest size comes in 1 pair only

So both of us are fated not to get cheap dirt shoes/heels/sandals

if we happen to like a shoe/heels/sandals

if is comfortable :) BUT expensive

we have to conclude that we shall just GRAB IT!

coz who as ME to own such tiny foots and he own such BIG giant foots :P

Okay chao! Happy Flyday guys

L e n e

2012-01-04T23:29:00.001+08:00

After our melaka trip

we head off to KL :)

my favorite part!

we went to Pavilion first destination,

to get my SEPHORA Loots! and walk around

luckily lend a season pass from jin sis hubby

otherwise d parking gonna be darn exp :D HAHA

this year decoration theme: CANDY XMAS tree

we had our lunch at madam kwan Nasi Lemak

SLURP!

after that walk towards sephora

and taking pic with all the bears

very cute indeed! i believe it were a competition held as diff bear were draw by diff country:

then went to the TOKYO street

something NEW! where it makes the place felt like you were in japan

OF COZ

its a must to try OCHADO, recommended by my secondary school junior

milk tea with pop egg

ok this pop egg is something diff

special as in it will POP, burst and the u can taste the flavour

we tried the chocolate n coffee thou :)

&
a long awaited moment has finally arrive

DEM3 reunion!
Its been close to 3 years we did not meet?

lotsa update

laughter

gossips

and NONSENSE is our expertise

HAHA!

all of us missing a few peoples >.<

THEN

Lunchie wid baby

our all time favourite @IKEA

droooooooling

HOW I WISH i was in KL :( *SOBS*

then meet up wid Winnie H Pooh for our shopping trip@ Kota damansara

DAMM! we forgot to take pic

coz we were just so busy searching for baju & cakap non stop

i miss her already =/

& OH YA

we bought same dress again

HAHA! :P

Jin in learning stage *good for him* MUAHAH!

and continue my shopping paradise

with JIN SIS
and
had my very first GONG CHA wid jin n his sis

the white pearl is crunchy
the milk tea so far never fails to impress me
they have another type like chatime choco moose
the moose very thick,thicker den chatime i wud say :)
overall can fight with chatime in term of quality,texture and fragrance :)

then hang out wid him @ 1U and bump into his favorite SPONGEBOB!

SPOT HIM, so shy! ekeekekekek

and have a small lil gathering wid AEM's

at uncle Jang place

first time experience quite nice korean food

but Yree conned us and tell us the soup was nice

we end up feel ERK~ 5 of us took the soup

only manage to finish 1 bowl. =.="

and the soup is WITH ICE! can u imagine it?

The wonders of korean food

never understimate it my dear fren

good time has come to an end

so i have to balik to Pearl of Orient after 5days holiday

*emos*

PLAY EMO SONG

but the beautiful weather just make me looking forward to be back home sweet home

missing my bed

my parent

and my yukiko~

And finally

the looots i've got from Kl shopping spreee

Is getting lesser n lesser compare to last time >.<

but still I'm happy with the outcome :D heee hee~

and jin also happy cos

i got him a bottle of STICKY DURIAN FLAVOUR

=.="

smelly die me

suprisingly

bday present come early :)

from SIN!

and i've already hands on da naked palette

the color is vibrant and REALLY ICHIBAN!

in love with all those *love*

CHAO!

L e n e

2011-12-31T15:18:00.016+08:00

Hi all !

Today is the last day of 2011, and officially enter into year 2012

this time i have a few new year resolution :D :D :D :D

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

I'm setting up a few resolution

Okay

I need to be pushy to myself to suceed

Lazy bum me

OKAY!

lets start with

No.1-> Shop less and keep more money

No.2-> SLIM DOWN

No.3->improve my health

No.4-> Find a better job prospect to push myself

No.5-> cant tink of anymore -_________-

OK I've lied for no.1 no.2

how could it possible WHEN

NO SHOPPING -> NO LIFE

SLIM DOWN- > BOH FORM TO DO IT!

i'm just playing around with u guys about my resolution per above :P

My new resolution just a simple /plain one

and its always kept within my heart, shy to share it out to whole wide world

*SHY*

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012! Lets hope everyone had a great year ahead ushering into year of 2012 with wealthy healthy and everlasting happiness !

HAVE FUN TONITE

PS: today i m goin to make bb wallet bleed with his shopping spree :D WHEE!

xoxo

L e n e

2011-12-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

MY 10 days HOLIDAY is GOING TO END REAL SOON!

ME NOT SATISFIED

can i have more holidays?

*SOBS*

okay i shall not be such a sober.

tomolo,sat and sunday are fulls of plan

*LOVE*

Nite world :)

Love every lil thing ~ <3

L e n e

2011-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

On our anniversary

we make it simple as we're been goin for our anniversary trip on the weekend

so on the real day itself

we go makan makan at dome

then i present him a handmade card

a story about us =)

THEN!

Anniversary trip ;D

As per previous post mention i'll be heading to MELAKA

geared up and ready to roll form KL-> MELAKA

fresh.happy. and cant wait to explore it together with BABY!

introducing my pretty boy kekeke~

so sweet wid d hat <3<3

at first was kinda lost donno which chicken rice ball to go

tempted to call my melaka fren at first

BUT TADAAA

manage to google it

IPHONE MEMANG POWER~ GILA!

First destination: Jonker walk

we are actually searching our way through to look for Chung Wah chicken rice ball

alot lorong lorong kecil to remember otherwise we will lose our car halfway thru :S

So Jin scratch scratch the parking stuff

HERE WE R

look at the crazy queue on WEEKDAYS!

try to spot BABY JIN :)

the chicken is so tender and soft*YUMS*

the rice fragment phang lor*YUMSx2*

the chilisauce also keng*YUMSx3*

We ate the whole plate finish

and straight headed toward second shop

for dessert n light food :D

JONKER88

babanyonya laksa-durianchendol-originalchendol

Confession: i personally like the babanyonya laksa, the tuna fragment blended with laksa yet lemak laksa tasted real good! and JIN conned me by feeding me durian chendol(yucks) EMO ME!

but the original chendol tasted good provided they willingly to give more gula melaka

the gula melaka is totally diff frm the teow cheow chendol at pg road

this is thicker of coz *SLURP*

Okay by this time we're real bloated!

so we walk along jonker walk looks for some souvenier

then

check in our hotel to put our luggage :)

After that we hop hop hop our self to NADEJE cake house

famous for their CREPE!

me and jin are crazy fans for crepe!

YUMS! but our tummy is too bloated to filled up with more cakes

as you can see they have so many varities and you get to buy per pcs

:( humble beginnings only sell one whole cake in PG

SOB!

NEXT: visit meseum time! Jins favourite :)

Stadhuys

then Museum

LOOK AT HIM how obsessed he was over acient stuff

there is more pic but >.< lazy to upload d museum dosent amuse me :D

unless there is a museum about fashion. clothing, make ups!

i'll be the first to line up for that man HAHA!

so we keep walking and take a few couples of crazy shots :D

camwhore lvl:99 x10000*love*

MARITIME MUSEUM

okay this museum i'm looking forward to it as i never been there

inside were kinda small :S

so we walk and snap here n there and felt a lil hungry

so what to eat at nite?

OF COZ SATAY CELUP

my all time fav *SCREAMSSSSSSSSSS*

okay, i did not manage to take more pics after dat coz i m so busy digging it eating

nom nom nom nom! YUMS

So wads next?

JONKER WALK of coz

walk , alot of nice accessories caught my attention*ngek*

nice handcraft alot food but we did not manage to eat anymore

TUMMY ady super damm full~

Thats ALL :)

2days 1 nite trip its short,simple and very happy of coz :D

teehee i know i m bit late

but

just wanan wish u guys out there

MERRY XMAS & HAPPY 2012!

Sign off

L e n e

2011-12-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

trying to take pic wid sunset but BABY trying to kacao >.<

ANYWAY i know i have been M.I.A for quite sometimes

YESSSS lag of updates

NEXT WEEk 10DAYS HOLIDAY officially START TOmorrow after work

Shall i WOOOOHOOOO

or shall i say

OH GOSH, money drieds up which leads no where to go

i'm gonna rot and felt like a rotten bread with no direction

*SOBS*

anyway i will post more soon during my free time Which is next week

till then

HAPPY HOLIDAY

MERRY XMAS

i cant wait to look forward 2012 :D hiak

2011-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAppy Annivesary

:) to US

3rd year & still counting

we hope for eternal Love

Will keep you posted when i'm free

now i'm tie down with preparation for my upcoming trips

pack bag and so on !

Nites world

PS: Something real funny happen today

It happens when

1st scenario

Me: this guys look handsome
Him: Oh so u r saying other guy handsome on our annivesary? I'm Pissed
ME: >.< i know he's jz kidding, pujuk him back *poke poke his arm*

2nd scenario

Me: Oppps bump into my friend

Him: he look not bad wad, maybe you can consider him

ME: So u asking me to accept other guy love on our anniversary la?
HIM: He laugh coz he know this is the revenge of the 1st scenario, CHOOSE TO ignore me!

FINE!

3rd scenario

Me: dear where is the car ,* without looking at who is standing right next to me, my left hand go and hold that guy arms.....and came to realised is a (close to) 50years old UNCLE*

ME: -____________-" & (O,O)' apologize

Him: Watch from behind and laugh like babooon!

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz The most sia sueh thing ! remark our annivesary !

Buzz off

L e n e

2011-12-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

FINALLY

I 'm still caught up in between

in between

THE ONE i always longing to own it

Urban decay naked palette since last year been thinking bout it

my all time favourite seriously

the dark color,nude color AHH! heaven

it has Naked palete version 2 coming out TODAY! Sin told me bout it

but after a long research i tink i'm still in love with the 1st one :)

VERSUS

SEPHORA MAKE UP ARTIST BLOCKBUSTER

worth every penny

OKAY

DOOOMED

i realli torn up

T_T

hope when i 'm in kl in SEPHORA

both are AVAILABLE for me to CHOOSE in between

SIGH!

after few weeks

i'm still tinking of u

and question myself

IS A GOOD BUY or NO?

BTW

I got my early Xmas gift:)

from BB jin

and the rest was extra Freebies <3

OH ya i got the Sunblock frm ORIGINS finally

overall i felt abit oily :S

i think i still find abit hard to find something real good :S

and

all my freebies

erm...that i've collected beginning of dis year haf yet toUSE UP finish

i guess i might think of sell off those freebies :P haha JZ KIDDIng

anyway

tonite i'm feeling a lil BLUE

i know is kind of weird when tomorrow is already FLYDAY

whatever i see, whoever i see i just felt for them

i can feel it so much

when i close my eye

i can feel sorrow in me

pain

dissapointment

and a lil bit lost

Nite world

L e n e

2011-11-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

I somehow feel it

Eventhought it does happen indirectly on me.

I do not know where to start the comfort from which direction

I do not know how to mend a broken soul

But at least i know what are friends for

a true friends

to be there, to hear you, to feel you and to share your joy and painful together.

"Time will heal":This sentence carry a very meaningful meaning yet is hard or easy to fulfill it , it depends on d individuality. I hope you take the fast lane because no body love to watch ur heart bleed. we prefer the bubbly cheerful and positive YOU.

PS: i played this song Kiss the rain-Yimura & at the same time i play Rainy Mood.

Nitez

its a blueeee monday tml

l e n e

2011-11-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

Mini Update :)))

IT was PC fair last few week
we went to find small printer for jin sis but unfortunately,

PC FAIR dont' really focus on this thingy so end up we both splurge on our

Ipad & Iphone cover :D haha!

den bit bit got his new haircut

CHUP!

our love is like one soul,one heart with two heads coz i love to kap zai he like to kap lui

so we cant share a pair of eyes :P

love u baby jin

2011-11-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Drawing a line

is been long i have not use this statement
and today itself i'm going to draw a line to a certain things
to stop accidently making people out there mis-interpret my meaning
and to stop accidently hurting people who i realli love .

Sorry Love

I'm feeling real guilty now

everything has the limitations

in earth

Cloud , Sky is the limit

L e n e

2011-11-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

CNY is jz 2 month plus to go

and i got my first CNY pump toe

Its Blue, femine and SIZE 4 *YAY*

*electric blue is A-W-E-S-O-M-E*

during that critical moment

i was so caught up

donno which to choose in between PINK NUDE VS ELETRIC BLUE

pink NUDE COMFY, ELECTRIC BLUE IS AWESOME

BUT

i choose AWESOME over comfy

Mr.Yeap bought this for me :)

the cutest part was

HE ASK RM10 from me after dat

then i asked him why

HE SAID: " I NEVER WANT U TO WALK AWAY FROM ME"

Chinese believe dont buy shoe/heels or anything for ur love one,

it means you want them to walk away from u

to cancel/cast away this CURSE/SPELL/BELIEF

you need to pay the person an amount of money like

as if you buy from him/her

isn't he is so cute !

ME LOVE!

CHUP!

been buzy looking over XMAS GIFT PACK/ or CALLED as HOLIDAY COLLECTION

Itssssssss TEMPTING!

DROOL DROOL DROOOL

the skincare xmas set

the make up xmas set

OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~

:( bleeed my wallet

Nite

2011-11-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

IPOH MALI MALI SUGAR BABE~

leapord in da house*ROAR*

with beau =))))

IT was a last min plan frm his classmate

so we all say ITS HOLIDAY why not lets have one day trip

LETS GO~

went to foo san dimsum in ipoh

has so much good review on this restaurant:)

i wud personally say they have realli wide varieties of dim sum

some taste real good , some was so so only

it was so packed like sardin

REALLY OMG!

bt OH YEA.mark my first step inTO FOO SAN with EVIL LAUGH

MUAhahahahhahahahah~ sampat la me ,:P

when we order dimsum we keep remind each other

WEI DON ORDER TOO MUCh coz more food to come but when we reach

everyone bz take take take n forgot bout next destination we're also eating

XD food is so tempting that we have LOOOSE ourself

since we're all bloated we went for minum , for KAO WHITE COFFEE

then tau fu fa

THE FUNNY MOUNTAIN TAU FU FA realli ICHIBAN no joke, it was so smoooth like my butt

*I SHY*

i mean it was so smooth ~ YUMMY

last destination

BEANSPROUT CHICKEN

OON KEE

erm. not that good :(

then FLY BACK PG already

okay i gotta chup here coz

:( i started to hungry at this late hour after staring at the dimsum

*EMOS*

Signing off

L e n e

2011-11-11T22:07:00.033+08:00

Its

11.11.11

and i'm a lil busy planning for our annivesary trip

this time gotta make it small trip

coz the rest saving is going for my "CNY" shopping mission

*GRIN BIG BIG*

Me excited !

Since everyone treat today as somehow very special DATE,

because we wont came across this same date again

till 11.11.3011. which takes 1 thousand year to have the same DATE repeated

allow me to confess

i'm still madly in love with the man that deal with my hankypanky crazy endless nonsense . Jin :)

I'm still loving my nag-for-good mummy, and papa lye for being a supportive yet caring parents

i'm still sayang my yukiko like my own child

I'm still once in the while thinking back my college life, my secondary school life is because i just miss every bits of them

NITE WORLD & HAPPY 11.11.11

my world is revolve around u people :)

and of coz he is been an addiction to my life
somehow sometimes it feels not right when he's not by myside
when he's by myside, everything feel so good, so right
:):):):)

Love

Lene

2011-11-10T21:51:00.040+08:00

this song was found in my yesterday blog

is about every human nature

want fame, wan money

work so hard, spending so much time on career

to own luxurious watch

it measure time vs gold

and question human can 10hour hard work ,will earn an equivalent of 10 inch gold?

when you realized is too late to turn back, when you turned back, the sky is already dark.

Time is always ticking , ticking forward

and there is no turning back

Time is too precious to spend your time unwisely on improvise yourself to suit the person you love

time is too precious to keep on spend your time on a relationship that always fails to work

Time is too precious to sit and wait hopping for his/her return to ur arms again once its broken

Time is too precious to keep thinking on what you want to be ,but just sit there thinking without putting in action

When you have the time, you should spend the time searching for a person who love you for who u r

When you have the time, you should looking forward a great opportunities in future, not taking past to overshadow your future

When you have time, when you knw where is your goal is, you should just go for it without hesitation.

Thank you, melt, for a great translation,

Time ticks and dont wait.

Dedicate this song to friends of mine, and to myself as well :)
we are all in fast pace environments
maybe we shall slow down, smell the flower , feel the fresh air .

L e n e

2011-11-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

A huge sigh

tonite was a cold silent night

and i was on my bed, right beside was a bday card was handmade by my long lost best friend.Mong.

suddenly, thinking back when was the last time i've met her.

it was last 4 yrs ago .....

my heart felt lonesome a while.

thinking back when was the last time i've met the rest of the DEM3 that i 've used to have strong family relationship with.

it felt like i've lost all the string that we tot it will never mend to be broken.

during our first year in diploma, people always say DEM3 were so unity, they always doing thing together, and help each other during difficulties moment and will share the happiness together.

this friendship, this happy memories, this kind of special feeling. still here. right in my heart.

I miss you guys.

Time flies, we're all venturing into diff path of life. someday i hope we will came across each other again , and the string is connected back to where we used to be, but i know it will be hard. yet i'm still hoping...

L e n e

2011-11-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

Every parent proudest day ever

when he collected his gown and,got his tie ready, his slack and white shirt with coat not to forget with a perfect smile :D

all of us were gather in his room

watching him putting up pieces by pieces ,ready himself for the day where everyone is been waiting for it

HIS GRADUATION DAY

his sister was busy helping him out while i busy taking picture and crap

and his mom was there non stop keep looking at him, and smile and laugh

ben the pengacau come join in the fun

while few days before his convocation

i was so frust-over -what-shud -i wear for his convo

been trying on few top and pants and skirt

and finally i make up my mind without need to spend a lil money to buy any new dress

*PSSST* been keeping money for CNY SHOPPING SPREE *wink*

add on nail art :)

the nite before, andy parent bring all of us out for dinner -family gathering

then on the day itself: TADAAA~

Happie Grajuation baby! :)

beautiful mama , wanan look good on his convo day,

went to set-up her hair and get sista to make up for her :)

Lay paid ticket for all of us to go inside-n- ~~tidur dalam~~ , i mean to watch him goes up ,carry his scroll, and watch him throw his mortar board :)

while his lecturer is busy giving speech, me lay and ben bz po pek po pek about barely anything crazy :P keke

* concentrate on the blue arrow, is HIM!*

wid his all time buddies-=)

then baby aiden also wanan lau juak, so he tag along :P

handsome cute lil AIDEN <3

i believe uncle is watching over him frm above with a happy heart :)

AND of coz convo celebration dosent just end just like that

we plan to hit the club that nite, and it was so coincident it was HOLOWEEN nite

with a lil help from colleagues, we manage to go in MOIS w/o headcounts, :D

so there is a total of 17 of us *HIAK*

so ...i was busy with my make up

My holy grail-a -part-of -it

with love of my life <3

it was overcrowded that nite

cashier did not give back the changes after we made payment

we have to filled up the cokes and drink ourself

and not even enuff cups for us :(

but it dosent stop us from getting all sweaty and a lil tipsy of coz :)

that nite ownwards, make me miss having my nite life back in KL *sobs*

few days before his convo, it was actualli jin sis bday

so we went over to Tsuraya for mum mum

all on JIN's :P he is treating everyone of us !

SUT KAO KAO~

i wud say they really give quite big portion

is yummy

but we r too full to finish all

all of us walk out feeling too BLOATED muahah~

okay . i cough non stop need to get a lil rest

will update a lil more soon

L e n e signing off!

2011-11-07T22:34:00.010+08:00

Happy Month-anni-ver-sary JIN

our past always tells me how fortunate to have you in my life

i never forget the second chance god had gave us <3

appreciate it :)

L e n e

2011-11-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

I promise to blog by tomorrow if possible

NOW spending most of my time for some urgent task . for my future. for better life :)

as for now
dear god, dear ang kong
popi wa lang peng peng an an,
po pi wa lang pua peh kak kuai ho ho, sun sun leh leh.
po pi ah jin hua hua hi hi, lang hor hor,
po pi ah beng, ka kuai recover, po pi wa kak kuai bo cough cough liao.
and popi wa eh "plan for better future' shun shun lei lei

KAMSIAH

L e n e

2011-10-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

I was caught in between.

It make me so unhappy.

U tell me how to solve all this? sigh

l e n e

2011-10-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

Life is pretty MONOTONE that's the reason why i did not blog for quite sometimes.

I wish to have more HAPPENING LIFE right now bt when people start to AGE-increase, things got pretty slow :(

i sound like an old lady right now*PULM FACE* D:

is there anything to spice up my life right now beside FOOD?

HMMMMMMMMM

tell me!

a LIl-of-me-for-those-who-misses-me *hiakhiak*

of-coz-for-hater-who-so-keen-to-stalk-on-me too

L e n e

2011-10-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

My blog space , staring at this new post entry for almost 3 hours

i wanted to blog, tell the world how i felt but i dont know how to put into words..

I just want to fix all the problems lies on my shoulder, it gets heavier and heaviers

wait someday when i learn to put feelings into words, then i'll spell out every feeling i felt right now

to share with you people.

Good Nite World

L e n e

2011-10-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

The past 2 weekend, i spend my lil lunchie wid two buddies dat i've did not meet almost a year. catch up, silly talks and girl gossips :D love it !

I would call this week a sick season week

Dad started with feverish, leads mom to everyday coughing and followed by bro as well. Flu, Cough And sorethroat followed me. And after a good recovery from sorethroat , somehow donno how it happen

my lips,tongue mouth swollen :( i tot i was going to die due to any food poisoning or allergic to any food

First time in my life i've ever experience this MOUTH swollen thingy :(

i ever question myself, what if i got mouth cancer? CANCER is the first killer that are impossible to cure. It came to ur life without you realised it till you left your very last few months to stay in this earth then only u discover it has overtake ur BODY. :( what if?

this 100plus taste and feel so much different compare to 1000x 1000x 100plus dat i drank for the past 25yrs

coz this one ada UHMMM, love msg from baby jin <3. thanks baby

As for weekend we both were busy looking for plain-white-formal top for him, his convo is drewing nearer and hell ya i havent found any perfect top for myself to look good D: .blame it on myself , fat me !

one funny thing to share when we both hunting for a white formal, the salesgirl tot our purpose of looking for white top is for HIM: as a groom for our wedding. KEKEKE :P happie a lil bit yet emo a lil bit coz do i look that old LIAO :( *SNIFF SNIFF*

last week theme was BLUE. blue nailcolor,blue top.blue pants!

but not a BLUE DRINKs of coz.

been crazy over MOOUSE from chatime.

we had MACHA MOOSE & chocolate MOOSE last weekend!

REALLY KICK AR!

Last week i had a small talk with my colleagues on how to maintain a r/s

to make it more sparks! on fire

is not easy yet is not that hard

every r/s need two to tango.

its the effort from both directions to make everything happen

sometimes i tend to put stress on myself on how to make my r/s getting from better to even better

but sometimes things dont go the right way, it turn pretty bitter .

*ugh*

lene

2011-10-04T22:00:00.038+08:00

Melt Wedding @ Maple Gold

one of the beautiful yet caring mom-to-be bride

I always kacao her say

ONCE KAHWIN,SHARE MARKET DROP DAH. MUAHAHAHA

OK CHUP! shall not say ppl lidat coz ONE DAY it gonna happen to me someday =x

anyway this beautiful couple

i would say i can see an eternal love in their loving soul.

They been together for 9yrs before the pledge to be an official husband and wife

and if u were to know them in person,you realised their r/s can be tough, lots of LDR-thingy but i believe

like what she told me

you just gotta TRUST,

you just gotta have a good communication,

you just gotta love,show concern and feeling

you just gotta give n take

then added with fate

with an equation of : endless love

i m really happy for her :) and felt relief coz it was Mr.Tausar she is marrying with :D HAHA!

if u''re interested with her short video clip

here it goes below:)

https://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150329660012310

then.

WORKPLACE is crazy over malaysia day

We have to dress up to take group pic

here it goes

all of us :P

Then dear boyf have to dress up as malay boy and sing 1 malaysia song

up till today he will on n off sing the song >.< which quite bugging me at first bt end up i join in the fun

and pratise the song together with him

as he took almost 1/2 day to memorized the whole music with a lil bit dance*THUMB UP*

really KAWAIIII feel like pinching him dis lil boi!

forgot to share this moment

that

AH jin is officially is an UNCLE JIN~

u can call him ah pek jin,uncle jin liao :P HAHA

Aiden, ;)

NExt post - Diane wedding :P

look at my transformation from morning-> nite session

morning session ;)

garden wedding attire *pinkish me*

glamour me :D

That all

Chup!

lene

2011-10-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

over due post-

Celebrated BABY be-early bday with his classmate

it was a suprise BDAY for him

Plan with Ah leng two week earlier without leaving any traces,any chat history behind coz jin is like inpector yeap! is hard to hide any single thing from him as we used to pratice to say wadeva we do,share wadeva we seen,feel :P

So i told him, we will be goin to strait quay for Dinner. just the two of us

He buy my idea :)

The whole plan was an epic fail

My plan was everyone suspose to arrived first and be seated @ Delicious 730pm sharp while i bring jin in

it turn out ME & JIN reach first and when we were lead to our reservation table, 7 seated table and jin look at me with his puzzled look

AND he start to question me

like a police question a PESALAH

i'm the PESALAH T_T

since kenot hide no more, i just told him who is coming!

and within a few min all arrived one by one HAHA :P

So here we r

Then group pic, missing SEAN coz he was stucked in the jam

his all time buddy!

we order beef lasagne,cabonara,chicken herb?,milestone soup and seafood sphagetti

*YUMYUM*

cabonara was good, the chicken is BIG PORTION, jin love it

the minestrone soup =ERM, not good

followed by the seafood sphagetti was not bad

and the beef lasagne was GOOD indeed

after a great catch up and talk, since few of them just back from UK

and some had not meet almost 1 yr

then here come the cut cake session

Happie Birthday JIN KOR KOR

PUFFFF

happily delegating the cakes :P

This time i order blueberry peanut butter cake for him @ Humble beginning

and he love it to the bits!

better than the standard vanilla flavour

SLURP~!

i love how he held me close to him, like i belong to him<3

since the night is still young we hit to UPR for drinks,beer and LIQUOR session

dammm , imagine how long i 've not been there

not bad ;)

On his bday eve, we were have to attend sue ling LAU TIA MEH

after dinner with family

i bring him to minum minum and of coz get him special bday cake

Dome@ Espreski

Got him macarons.

Happie bday love!

since his bday present we got him an ipad-early AUG

on his bday itself without present felt abit odd,

so i got him switcheasy nude cover on his bday itself :) A LIL SUPRISE

with the last min handmade card>.<~

On the day itself

after morning session of my cousin wedding

rush myself with him to Australian cuisine WOOOOLALA

The food was OKAY OKAY only

we thought of goin QBAY mall but it was so packed

as you know

MY darling is MALAYSIAN BOY, coz SEP 16 was MALAYSIA DAY!

Dear Jin

as long there is a love, there will be uncountable ideas on how to make things memorable on each of ur bday :)

Hope u like it darling! & GET WELL SOON U PIGGY jin

-next update- SEPTEMBER WEDDING & Family gathering up next

STAY T U N E !

L e n e

2011-09-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

cam-whore-when-i-have-the-chance

i love this dress <3 eventhought it make me look mature but i would say it looks pretty ELEGANT

and people been asking how much i bot this dress

they say shud be EXPENSIVE

:D haha bt not really :P

Is been pretty.busy.awesome.wonderful SEPTEMBER

I will update once i have the free time

can u just think of that i have pretty ugly nails after the color fade off i din even have time to do it tilL JUST NOW.

OKAY OFF to sleep

LEG CRAMP :( and baby massage for me *love* me like it

L e n e

2011-09-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hi!

WALAO is been almost 2 weeks i DID NOT BLOG?

Sorry reader

is been KINDA BZ dis few days

Last weekend was 5 days FAMILY DAY, Gee Pek rent a bunglow and all of us have to bunk in there ;)

First nite started with BBQ

follow by steamboat

then KFC PIZZA day!

Continue with End of the world Seafood

Yumcha by the beach

The nite time as usual SING K & Dance cha cha cha & drink tea session

they were having lotsa fun, you can see they shake

they twist and MOVE LIKE JAGGER

while having lead singers singing!

It was a memorable nite

after that

everyone sit down at the dining table

talking back about the past,everyone childhood memories, and how my dad court my mom

how my dad rocks MGS with their FAMOUS band the FLINSTONE!

After that

SHOPPING TIME!

Yes, is been kinda long i stop shopping

cousin wedding is jz 2 weeks away *DING DING*

and find reason to shop *GRINZ!*

TADAA! MuahH

stock up facial stuff and shampoo frm watson

met wen & sinz for lunch

same old thing.girls.gossip and a lil update about what is our future plans ;)

then sin drop me two MAGAZINE for me to read WOOOHOO

with an add on, she got me a shaping gel <3

SAYANG U! MUAKS!

then both of us KI HIAO, we share postage and got ourself hair care product ;P

& bought myself herbaline aloe vera gel

one of my fren say kinda good as it soothing ur skin

bt another fren of me got a lil bit sensitive over the gel

so uhmm..:( i donno how

sudah beli tapi tak tau macam mana now! UGH

I was kinda SLEEPY & headache a lil but my tummy still BLOATED

went to Coffee Island Buffet to celebrate Bro be early bday

Us after BLOATED

OKAY

is been a great LONG HOLIDAY

and SEPTEMBER would be a GREAT month ahead ;)

LOTSA EXCITMENT

i so can't wait!

WOOOSH!

l e n e

2011-08-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

There is always a first time in everything

first time step into primary school life

getting to know new friend

first good friend in school

first time learn to swim

first time learning to play badminton

first time fall down and stand up again

first time make mistake and learn from it

first time a guy hold n kiss u

first time learn how to cook

first time in driving lesson

first time on the convocation stage receieve the award

also first time got interview for a job

It dosent matter coz its the phase of life every human being have to go through in this world

so baby

we're here rooting for YOU. we are your biggest fans, cheering FOR U

u can do it ;) in every single way

JIA YOU JIN! :)

l e n e

2011-08-22T22:28:00.001+08:00

It heavy downpour outside

the rain makes my heart even more mess up.

Sitting at this comfy chair that dad bought for me when i was form4

at my left hand side of my laptop

looking at a picture where this photo was shoot back in the past when i was 15yr old with the boy who always make me feel so warm frm inside out.

then next to my 15yr old precious picture,there is a small album of the important people in my life carrying my precious yuki.

to make this decision i have thought it over and over again for the past few month.

because i dont want to take a wrong step and regret later

we can always control which path to take, but we do not have the power to control what will happen after you make a decision.

maybe i should give a try because if i dont, i might regret too. is like two way blade.

sigh

l e n e

2011-08-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

SUPER OVERDUE POST

went shopping with mama

mission: get a nice dress for morning session & evening session for upcoming wedding

it was my cousin bigday!

one of my favourite cousin

she been day to day "torturing" me with

->WHAT SONG shud i use ar when i walking down the aisle

-> help me choose which hair style match?

-> which door gift shall i pressie to my guest

-> what wording shall i write on it?

-> what about garden wedding door gift

-> what about ji mui dress?

-> games to play * h ho ho*

But it was fun to be a part of plannning and sharing her joyful bride to be experience

MOM got everything she needed same goes to me

next thing to do was maybe a lil accesorries

oh ya i dont have any NICE HEELS* GRINZ*

next paycheck i guess ;)

Next mth

cousin wedding & my colleague wedding as well :) hiak! is jz another reason added for me to shop for new thing

BLEK!

TATA!

L e n e

2011-08-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

My papa!

my role model

my superman

rockstar as well

Happie Bigday papa!

So we have family dinner with him

ajak the rest relative to join in the fun

*DROOOL* but i did not eat that much

CONTROL OI!

then daddy duet with the another musician

i hear him playing guitar since i was a lil girl

and every of her song never fail to win our heart <3

Oh ya it was JAP BUFFET!

free flow sashimi

& i love their KAKIAGE

IS YUUMMYLICIOUS!

& the stubborn boyf

insist of getting a lil pressie for him

& daddy can read his mind knowing what jingot for him

MAN-MIND-game haha!

spending a lil afternoon with my precious daughter

my yukiko

look at her round stunning cute pair of eye

got her new haircut

love the eye area hair

u see the ROUND SHAPE :D HAHA

ada style ,ada GAYA TU!

*Sniff sniff* hmm i wann mum mum!

Look into my eye~ buy me BONE BONE. i wan fish bone

we called her MANJA queen coz she know how to really make people

so sayang her

even cousins

family

relative

ah ma sayang her & scubby alot

both manja queen

sometimes when i heard some people how they treat their "pets" not right, i js seems to can't respect them the way i used to be. especially when they treat this living soul as a PET n nothing else

we treat them like a part of our family. they have feelings as well :) so treat them right

Ok NITE WORLD!

l e n e

2011-08-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not

Sometime i wish to isolate myself , going somewhere far working , meeting new friends having new life without feeling so attached to those people who i always hold so close to my heart

the more i want them,the more i need them, i might hold them so tight that might cause suffocation.

Lene

2011-08-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

This would be the 3rd time

would it be the ending just like the first and second?

if it would, then i think i'm such a fool

if is not the same like 1st n 2nd. this would b the god greatest gift of my life

L e n e

2011-08-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

i couldn't agree more with this phase:"Friendship is like a glass Its better to leave them broken then try to hurt myself putting it back together"

you always say you love me like a good buddy but action speak louder than words, reason given by you is JUST a reason. u can just easily say you love this person n dat person,so i assume everyone is ur good friend. but sorry, it does not applies to me. i dont simply utter out this simple sentence. i may have alot of friends but when come to think of a good BUDDY, someone who can share almost everything, ur flaws ur upside down, it will be only narrow down to few people in my life.

Its suck to feel this way but that;s life . people grow and change , the vision, the group of people they mix with. Diff mindset . Appreciate what i have right now :)

----------------------------------something to share --------------------------------

FOR IPHONE USER

this is something so CONVENIENT & EASY sub sub water application is a must to DOWNLOAD FOR UR IPHONE!

you don have to on ur laptop to make reservation or e-payment

u no need to worrie tixket will sold off if u line up make payment

coz

now u can always book/e-payment for any movie u wish to wash at anytime,anywhere

even when u POO POO HALFWAY u can jz BOOK UR MOVIE :D

select ur FAV SPOT,which chair to sit

CHOOSE type of payment

double check the time,date what movie :P and how many seats u click!

JENG JENG JENG

DONE!

is a must -to - rmb to log off after DONE payment

the coolest thing is that you just need to flash this barcode to the counter and JZ WALK In

no hussle

no need queue up to collect tic

no need print ticket at all frm house

THUMB UP!

Ok off to bed
L e n e

2011-08-07T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hi All Peeps

me acting KAWAI-NEH!

Its the end of the weekend

When you are really in love with that person,

every kiss they give you feels like its very first time

till today i still can remember the first kiss he gave me when we're form 3

when we're about together past 3 yrs back

with just a blink,

we almost together for 3 yrs baby

Happie month-versary :)
we with our tak habis habis punya gila attitude =D

love love love

l e n e

2011-08-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

i miss my flawless skin

i have alot pop up pearls, reddish pearl frm my chin to my side face

not satisfied.

what shall i do? sigh

HOP TO BED now

missing my the other half

l e n e

2011-07-31T21:27:00.001+08:00

BB Be-early buffday pressie

I have a plan *DING*

my plan was to present him a square pressie(coz ipad is in SQUARE SHAPE) that he would mistakenly tot is an ipad

when he open it turn outs to be OTHER THING

to make him very dissapointed, emo and chiak beh lok

then * WINK* only will HANDS the REAL IPAD TO HIM

i bought a square photo frame & decorate it myself ;)

JENG JENG

with lotsa love <3

THEN WRAP IT with a proper card

DONE, if he would to receieve this he will definetly SUPER HAPPY & assume its an ipad

then i cant wait to watch him in DISSAPOINTMENT after upon up :P

then only i will hand him The real IPAD

Just for him:)

Happily decorate his NEW TOY & contented with everything :P

That's how the stories goes

BUT it din't realli turn out as PER-PLAN bt still manage to make him dissapointed at first and turn out to be a suprise at the end :D haha

* TO MY DEAREST YEAP CHOON JIN*

u r banned frm getting any nearer to my wardrobe!

if u disobey i'll shall cast a spell on u * ALAKAZAM BLA BLA BLA*!

Last month we had a photo session with family

it was beng who bought the family portrait coupon & since i still have my bobbi brown make up voucher so i decide to use it

LEFT: make up by myself - nude lipstick by bbrown :D got it not long ago & loving it

as you can see my cheeks a bit pinkish. i'm applying sugarbomb by benefit ;)

RIGHT: make up by Bobbi Brown Gurney Plaza

Loving the stick foundation & eyebrown eyeshadow

Full coverage & long lasting (kindly take note this pic was taken after 6hour )

My sugar bomb! :)

ORRAIT, tomolo is BLUE MONDAY

NITEZ

L e n e

2011-07-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

MY overdue KL-TRIP

Travel from PG to KL it always start with a very EXCITING FEELING

and i and jin had never ending story to be talk about

so what did we do if we get bored

HE will have a 24hour-RADIO-TALKATIVE ME to entertain him so that he will not SLIP i nto his dreamland

i'll bug him and make sure he will be ENERGIZED ;P

thanks baby boo

the only time i feed myself with tibits is during TRAVELLING

this time he got us RING

cheesy,yummy and COLORING also banyak cantik

nom nom nom

the first stop we went to PET SAFARI-shopping for yukiko

she only eat salmons,salmon n only salmons >.<

and on this super sunny hazy day

we head off to SNOWFLAKE

is jin first time makan-ing there

so after u finish order

there this BEEPING UFO will BEEP and vibrate once ur snowflake is ready

tadaaaaaaaaaaa

LIKE x infinity

but of coz chatime still win my heart =P

next: we went to bangsar village shopping wid cousin sis to look for a nice dress for my cousin wed

after sweat,walk up and down

we r HUNGRY

tummy is calling ,crying

so we makan ITU BANANA LEAF rice

the happy her!

IS a must to try

especially the vege sotong and lamb

is superb!

The other day were spending time with his sister ;)

then of coz not to forget

my aem-gangz

all making effort to come frm ktn-klang -kepong-cheras-kl area to meet up :)

this time we say: we want a simple official DINNER so that we can have a talk

and after non-stop po pet po pet second round we head off to HAIRY & DICK for BEER!

the following day was girl-day-out

seriously is been real real ral freaking long i did not have a silent- heart to heart tok wid da rest of them

& this trip just make every sec worth while

the nex day was a SHOPPING DAY for me

got myself 3 dresses

happy with 2

not happy with 1

OKAY shall chup, i shall not brag on it will ruin my day

later the word -EMO- exist

AHHHHH

shall not

coz tomolo is FLYDAY!

Happie flyday all peeps

LOVE,

lene

2011-07-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

How can you expect a person who never get her /his heart broken before

to understand how a girl/guy heart that been hurt,left,unwanted felt .

How can you expect a rich person, that never short of cash

to understand a poor moderate person difficulties they r facing daily

to thinks of way to pay their car loan, insurance,daily usage

How can you expect a person who has a perfect family

to understand those broken family/single parents , facing the world all by themselves

how can you believe a person who have alot siblings, brothers n sisters

tells you they understand your feeling for being the only child in the family

where there is no siblings under same blood that love you and care for you without any bad intentions

You never know how does it feels like till someday you personally experience it

l e n e

2011-07-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

EVEN MOM say i look fat on this new dress

I'm EMO-ing now & tml is gonna be a BLUE TUESDAY

SIGH!

I donno what has gone up to me

such a fashion failure :(

now i donno wad m i going to do with this piece of dress

shall i addd belt? high heels? :(SOB! or just keep in my wardrobe and let it GROW MUSHROOM right over there

damm it!

BAHH.. SKIP THIS SHYT!

LAST FRI Were SING K day for us
MY BOSS sang really well & same goes to ezianty: LIKE SUPERSTAR :P
that comet & melt always say donno how to sing and it turn out to be not bad as well ISH!

*us ,missing out double K*

Sad to say

my face was attacked by PEARLS dis few weeks & i'm realli kinda EMO~! * emo again*

ppl start question me what happen to me i also donno hwo to ans them lor

the pearls jz volcano errupt right on my faces, i seems to cant find da reason for all this mar :(

& jin always telling me how silky smoooth his face is till.... HE HIMSELF KENA one or two also :P

then we ma si do mask for our pimples lor from origins :)

I ady tahan-din-shop for quite sometime d

now into YES SIR NO SIR drama & me n jin were so addicted that we watch it every nite :P

something to keep me away from going to shopping malls and start spending money

SAT was DATUK Kong bday & jin were there to help out built the tent, and setting up the shelter for us

while dad n mom were busy preparing the food & Me just help a lil bit out here n there

THEN SUN: feel like saturday =D

after KFC for LUNCH

I BLOOODY THIRSTY

first thing strike my mind: CHATIME~!

went to 1st avenue to COOL-down my thirst while playing pool :P

then wen drop by some souvenier frm AUSSIE & also return my scarf and beannie dat i've lend her

MUAHAHAHA! my fav nougat! NOM NOM NOM

i better hide it somewhere else,otherwise it will be finish by BIG BB monster in a minute *HMPH*

SIGNING out

TUESDAY BLUEEE :(

L e n e

2011-07-07T23:00:00.001+08:00

This song is about a man who dosent know how to treat girl in a right manner

Its about these girls not knowing where they stand in a relationship and how they feel so apart from him and they dont know why.

They are in love

but .

"BABY IM SORRY, WHEN IM WITH YOU IM STILL LONELY"

this song might meant alot to me if it release during 2008.
when i read the synopsis about this song it make me re-call the situation of myself
of having a r/s or shall i called it NOT A r/s? and even he's with me but i always feel LONELY & alone.

Then
NOBODY bt you!
remind me of i only want him bt no one else
i've remember i were in the clubs
there were 30 of us on the dance floor
dancing, sweating,flash light, blazin music
but all i thinking was
only him :)

Past always remind me the great of the presence life.
I've learned frm every r/s
and by looking back all those past memories
it somehow allow me to even appreciate the current beau
and i always cherish every lil second to have him by my side :)

Happy Month-sery my BB jin

Love
L e n e

2011-07-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

Shopping for dinner dress was a disaster.

i made the first mistake

and it leads to the second mistake

the mistake of choosing wrong dress that both looks fat on me.

I've tried so many dresses

each dresses on me make me look like either "MY BOOBS" cant breathe or "AS if i'm 2-3 mths pregnant"

i keep saying myself fat, ugly, short, no body shape flat ass.

when i look at myself into the mirror the self esteem is never there.

i wonder have you ever has this feeling like i do

god made me this shape, why am i so dissatisfied with it

by saying all those hurtful words about myself indirectly hurt the one i love.

but

"god never made mistake"

maybe i was born this way & i just need to be brave

PS: sorry my love, for saying harsh words about myself unintentionally hurting u.

my uncountable critize about myself

making u wait

all the troublesome thing you've gone thru

somehow you smile make my heart smile.

thank you love

L e n e

DOZZ off to bed

jz back frm K.L

2011-06-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

The beginning journey of a marriage are celebrate with joy and glorious with friends and families member

When come to the end of their stories

there is where two parties who used to love each other tenderly

who use to sleep on the same bed,cuddles,kisses and bed talk

who use to hold each other hand, where eye meets the eye

who use to share their life

sit in the room facing their lawyer

just the two of them

with the opposition of everyting happen beginning of life

now the room are filled with hatred and dissapointment

without even wanted to look at each other eye no more

tears flowing off

heart broken

and slowly pen down his name/her name with signature

there is where they decide to walk separately

like a perfect stranger once again.

It has come to an end

He was someone close to me

Watching him starting a r.s with her

watching him held her hand and propose

watching them exchange vows and promise to love each for eternity

watching her walking down aisle while the wedding bells rang

he in his tuxedo, very nervous yet exciting slowly held his wife hand and walking towards the crowded full of 60's table

Receive first chinese new year ang pao from him

It has come to an end.

You have no idea how many person did that girl indirectly hurt because of this broken marriage.

The immaturity of herself, is helping her to win a free express ticket to hell.

WHo say u're 28 or 32 you will not make a mistake at all?

AGE DOSENT DEFINE MATURITY

Who say if both parties have stable income then is time to get MARRY after being together for quite sometimes?

Look at it. now.

Peer pressure, trend, family pressure, just because you want to get marry w/o thinking of lifetime journey. He's marrying you to giving you a secure life

now you're living him alone

to live in this solitude world.

whinning, crying himself to sleep

begging and hoping she will be back

win her heart in every single way

discuss, talk about it, face to face

still cant save this marriage

and i,we.all of us dosent have a cure for his broken heart

its shattered into million pieces

what we can do is to be there for him

to let him know that he's living in the world full of hopes,friendship,family support

and to explain to him that is better to know earlier the ugly truth about that bloody bitch rather than when everything is too late.

This failure has keep my mind ponder again.

Don't marry just because to follow the theory of marriage

Marry him only when your heart tells you "He's the one"
&
you will accept him w/o any doubts
L e n e

Disclaimer :picture taken frm GOOGLE.com

2011-06-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

his both muscle were cramp , she held a helping hand to give him a lil massage thoroughly with counter pain and feed him medicine.

he hold her hands, he look into her eyes, thanking her for being so caring & kissed her

it made her felt like flower blossom, fireworks,cotton candy, sunshine

it made her felt like" i'm in love once more"

Good nite love. :)

TOMOLO PAPADAY , cakes is ready :P js donno where to celebrate

L e n e

PS: Life is like a boat, we are all rowing boat of fate

2011-06-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

How do i get here?

why i put myself in there at the first place?

No matter how hard i tried, if i don't like it. i seems to cant push myself further

When i wanted to do the things i like, i love. there is always things blocking my way.

I'm torn apart.

l e n e

2011-06-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Got nothing interesting to post

this week PACKED with spending time wid jin sis :)

family dinner , listening to jin's mom and alalay old time story

when they were young

and what do kids play during young age

compare to nowadays kids

always cpu,laptop,nintendo,wii n iphone >.<

aduhh

pleated skirt @ ugly duckling closet

love the hair color & the natural curl :D

my curl last me more than 1 year & 6mth d ! GOODIE GOOD

hope it last till after my cousin wedding ;)

LOOK AT YUKIKO! she's getting heavier, bigger

ahh..hope she stop growing, i prefer small size baby :)

MONDAY BLUE TOMOLO :(

kinda nervous still

l e n e

2011-06-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

I sigh when i look at my this square thing

the laptop

the firefox browser

the blog template.

all i mention above are SQUARE! SEGI EMPAT

Everything seems to be so calm, so peaceful

BUT

is this what i want , till i old, wearing my ah ma glasses while reading newspaper drinking a cup of milo ?

i look at myself across the mirror right in front of me

i can see that i want to grow and fly

what i've been doing now , its not enough

i'm not happy

deep down inside myheart

i can find myself speechless

where shall i grow?

l e n e

2011-06-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

I tot of shutting down my this blog.

nothing inspire me to blog

the daily routine life living in this pearl of orient

under home sweet home

together with the man that i wanna spend my life with

sleeping next to him under blanket and warm sheets

while watching yuki sleeping in peace

What else to blog? is either about what i ate, what i buy? or talking bout my love life?

will all this make u guys B O R I N G?

ugh. how i wish i can have more exciting life

as in more activities

but with more activities comes with great price i gotta pay for it

($.$)

serious shyt i think what i've earn is never enuff for me to spend

i did not purchase anything at all this week and 1/4 of my salary is jz "PUFF*

I cant breathe

OKAY OFF

BLUE TUESDAY TOMOLO! -_-

Nite

L e n e

PS: wo hen ai ni orh *beam beam*